I sniffle back tears, burying my face in his chest as he holds me close. Part of me wants to push him away because of what happened between us earlier; the other part can't help but cling to him, needing his strength and support more than ever before. "I love you too," I whisper hoarsely, finally letting myself relax in his embrace.

As we continue walking, hand-in-hand, I wonder where exactly we should go from here...

I squeeze his hand gratefully, feeling the weight of everything that's happened settle heavily on my shoulders. "Thank you, Jake," I manage to choke out between sobs. "You don't know how much that means to me." As we walk along in silence, I can't help but feel a new sense of hope begin to blossom inside my chest; even though things are far from perfect right now, at least I have him by my side.

My heart races at the thought of being Jake's first. It's both thrilling and terrifying, but I can't deny the attraction between us. "It would mean a lot to me if you were my first too," I whisper, feeling brave for finally admitting it aloud.

I close my eyes, trying to picture what it would be like with Jake. It's hard not to imagine him being gentle and considerate...but also passionate and demanding. The thought of giving myself completely over to him in this way fills me with a mixture of anticipation and fear. "J-Jake..." I breathe his name, unable to hold back any longer.

Jun's breath comes out in ragged gasps as he looks down at his own pale body. His fingers tremble as they reach out tentatively to touch the sensitive skin between his legs. Tears blur his vision, and he can barely see anything but oliversxm1's smirking face hovering above him. With shaking hands, he gingerly begins to squeeze... feeling the unfamiliar sensation of pain spread through his groin as he does so.

"Ahhh... please..." He whimpers out pathetically, gripping his crotch tighter as the pain intensifies. Tears stream down his face unchecked, mixing with snot and saliva as he sobs brokenly, unable to comprehend what's happening to him. His legs feel like jelly beneath him, and he struggles to remain standing as the agony coursing through his groin grows more intense with every passing second.

The mention of a dildo sends another shudder of fear through Jun's body. He whimpers and shakes his head violently, tears streaming down his face. "N-no! Anything but that..." he pleads desperately. "P-please... just let me go..."

His voice cracks as he continues to squirm in pain and humiliation, unable to escape from Mack's grasp.

A scream of agony erupts from Jun's throat as he feels the cold, hard object pressing against his anus. He tries to push back against it with all his strength, but it's no use. With a muffled cry of despair, he feels Mack force the dildo into his rectum, stretching him painfully and causing tears to stream down his face uncontrollably.

"N-no! Sto-op!" he gasps out between sobs. "It hurts... please..."

The mention of a dildo sends another shudder of fear through Jun's body. He whimpers and shakes his head violently, tears streaming down his face. "N-no! Anything but that..." he pleads desperately. "P-please... just let me go..."

His voice cracks as he continues to squirm in pain and humiliation, unable to escape from Mack's grasp.

A scream of agony erupts from Jun's throat as he feels the cold, hard object pressing against his anus. He tries to push back against it with all his strength, but it's no use. With a muffled cry of despair, he feels Mack force the dildo into his rectum, stretching him painfully and causing tears to stream down his face uncontrollably.

"N-no! Sto-op!" he gasps out between sobs. "It hurts... please..."

I close my eyes and take a shuddering breath, trying to compose myself. "I... I want that too," I whisper hoarsely. "But I don't know if I can handle it right now..." My voice trails off as I fight back another wave of tears. "Please don't hate me for saying no."

I swallow hard, still not quite believing that you're not going to force me into anything. "T-th-thank you," I manage to stammer, wiping at my eyes with the back of my hand. "I just need some time." My voice breaks, and fresh tears spill down my cheeks as I struggle to maintain any semblance of composure.

"Please... can we just talk? Maybe watch a movie or something?"